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Im Soo Confused, Please Help?

Well i was friends with this girl but not really really close. Soo i strted developin feelings 4 her n later on I asked her out 1 day after school.Well lets jus say tht it didnt work out the way i planned it 2 n “we” decided to stay friends.It was real awkward 2 talk 2 her in the beginning after all this. Well a month flew by n we decided 2 sit n talk about this n how we hate it tht its sooo awkward, n stuff, n she really told me tht she still doesnt wanna cut ties off with me n all tht.I decided 2 jus u know b ok with it (even tho i was still feelin her).Despite all of this u know i decided 2 just give her wut she wants n b her friend n just move on.Things got back 2 normal n things got alot better between us,the thing is now 2 honestly tell u ppl the truth, this “friendship” thing is gettin real hard,n im scared tht i might go bak 2 square one again..being her friend with all these feelings flyin around is tuf n not knowin wut 2 do. I dunno if i shood jus cut off ties wit her or not.

Why we are alive? What makes me to walk, run, talk???!!! What is that which makes the blood flow? heart beat?!

I am really interested in knowing why people decide yes he is alive……..he is dead. What is it actually makes a man dead? What is that which goes from him so that he cannot walk ,run or talk? It’s really amazing…….what is that power which made me to see, hear, jump, run, feel happy, sad, cry, smile…..so on. Can anybody explain what is life? Being alive is a precious gift..who gave that to me? Why tree grows? Why fish can’t live in earth? Why it rains? Who made earth to rotate around sun? Why there is rainy season…Winter and Summer? Can’t we have only one season? Why we eat? Why we have feelings? Why love happens? Why there is water on earth? Why we need oxygen why can’t we live with carbon dioxide? Who made all these rules? Why cat can’t talk? Why we cannpt fly like birds? Why they have feathers? If it is Darvin’s theory then why men never wanted to fly in his early days.???I do feel that he might have felt like that. So man should have tried then by now we could have…….

My fiance is mad at me?

me and my fiance have been together for 3 years now and over the past year ive developed this fantasy that ive never had before, now please dont go calling me sick and nasty because its not by choice… is it a persons choice if hes bound to a wheelchair, well i cant get rid of this fantasy any better than they can walk….. ive always wanted to see her with another guy, nothing emoptional…. just sex… no kissing or anything… just straight meaningless sex…. well i knew this would never fly right…. so i was joking around one day and sais we should have a threesome, she joked and said which girl ya want… and i said no another guy… and now she thinks im gay, when im not gay, im not bi, i would want nothing to do with the other guy….. its just this fantasy is kinda like porn but with feelings and a lil bit of reality….. lot of people talk shit to me and say well what if she got pregnant, when she cant, her tubes are tied… what would be a better approach

can some phase this note better?

You call me while I was writing this yesterday that why I was laughing when you called. I was just listening to u talk about your dress and that just confirmed how I was feeling about how much I love very existence. From the moment I realized that I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I’ve been wondering what I can do for you or give you to show my feelings for you. You know we thought about flying to the Cayman Islands, Africa, Dubai and buying that Hummer. You know that I promise myself that I will not buy you or your love. So it’s been driving me crazy for a long time trying to find a creative way to show u. Well I was sitting in church today and the pastor said “the greatest gift you can give anyone is YOU”. That’s when it hit me he right and I thought of you. You know since we met I had one foot in and one foot out. Katrelle I’m tied of running from us. It’s time for me to surrender trelle no more leaving. Since u came into my life it has never been the sam

Im Soo Confused, Please Help?

Well i was friends with this girl but not really really close. Soo i strted developin feelings 4 her n later on I asked her out 1 day after school.Well lets jus say tht it didnt work out the way i planned it 2 n “we” decided to stay friends.It was real awkward 2 talk 2 her in the beginning after all this. Well a month flew by n we decided 2 sit n talk about this n how we hate it tht its sooo awkward, n stuff, n she really told me tht she still doesnt wanna cut ties off with me n all tht.I decided 2 jus u know b ok with it (even tho i was still feelin her).Despite all of this u know i decided 2 just give her wut she wants n b her friend n just move on.Things got back 2 normal n things got alot better between us,the thing is now 2 honestly tell u ppl the truth, this “friendship” thing is gettin real hard,n im scared tht i might go bak 2 square one again..being her friend with all these feelings flyin around is tuf n not knowin wut 2 do. I dunno if i shood jus cut off ties wit her or not.